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Life is strange...

I fell in love for the first time with a stranger, a soul so similar yet so different from mine. I couldn't stand her yet I craved her light. Back then I was searching for a reason to live, an early teen searching for his kind of people. I entertained a lot of disrespect and been judged for my ability to question, only to be around her. She was the prettiest girl I've ever met, while I was an asshole to everyone. She left my heart broken. Took my second love to fix it. My bestfriend. I never understood why she cared but she cared. She was crazy for breathing life into a dying corpse, my kind of crazy. She saw me get attached to objects of desire, she saw me learn to cook, she saw me fail at flirting, she saw me appreciate little things. She taught me to say "I love you" without hesitation. All those years we been through crazy shit. She fell sick, I would be worried. She failed, I'd encourage her to not give up. We put in efforts into each other, however little th...