Beginning of a Journey.

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Hi, I'm Kaushik. To be honest I am not anything or anyone yet. Haven't decided what title do I want to carry around. A photographer, businessman, chef, a nerd or even just a writer. 

To me life is unpredictable, I just happen to go with the flow sometimes, I sometimes go against the current. My life is very complicated. Often times it's funny, to look back at the moment where I cried in pain, now I feel like it was simply the defining moment for me. Life if filled with opportunities and I wanna test everything possible.

Personally, I don't know what kind of person I'm good or bad, or simply something else. I'll leave it to you to judge.

In terms of interests, they vary, but I do have some fixed ones. I'm a Car-enthusiast, Marvel Cinematic Universe fan, enjoy Indie Pop, Chill Pop, EDM Music. I also appreciate relatable memes. I'm more introverted than I'm outgoing. I enjoy good company and small less loud get-togethers.

Just chillin'....



Why am I blogging now?
Well to be honest I call this a turning point in my life. I'll be stepping out in a professional world, pursuing a degree, and almost becoming an adult.
Yeah, it's a coming of age. I wanna document my journey to share the experience I get. Initially it will sound lame but when I look back it'll be the driving force that says. "Look at where you came from, look at you now",  pun not intended.

What I tend to achieve?
Well, majorly it's self esteem, discipline and Major share a story. I wish to achieve a space for myself to connect with people in the way I want on a deeper level.
I want this blog to be the place where I get my words out and see for myself that I'm not alone in this. There are others too who feel the same and are not judging my experiences.

Comments

  1. NiyatiSeptember 15, 2021 at 7:14 PM

    So happy to read this. Wish you all the best.

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  2. AnonymousSeptember 16, 2021 at 1:42 PM

    Amazing 🌈🖤! Best of luck buddy keep the head held high coz you really inspiring many :)

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  3. ShahrukhSeptember 16, 2021 at 6:33 PM

    I wish you the best of luck for this project and I hope that you'll find a career best suited for you along with the emotions and tons of good memories. :D

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