Day 1
Morning
Well, I woke up early today, about 6am. So far it’s working great; no scrolling through Instagram feeds or getting upset about people going out and sending me snaps of the same. Last night, I could at least have a rational mind. There was no song or reel, in particular, stuck in my head. I guess that has to do with me gaining my required dopamine yesterday, from the form of creation.
I like photography, more like I’m passionate about it. I don’t really care how crazy people think I look when I click on a shot. Nor about what someone who used Photoshop thinks, is it over-saturated or dull. To me, those images are how I see the word those are my edits in my style. It’s like art therapy to me.
Well, I woke up early today, about 6am. So far it’s working great; no scrolling through Instagram feeds or getting upset about people going out and sending me snaps of the same. Last night, I could at least have a rational mind. There was no song or reel, in particular, stuck in my head. I guess that has to do with me gaining my required dopamine yesterday, from the form of creation.
I like photography, more like I’m passionate about it. I don’t really care how crazy people think I look when I click on a shot. Nor about what someone who used Photoshop thinks, is it over-saturated or dull. To me, those images are how I see the word those are my edits in my style. It’s like art therapy to me.
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| Zen State by Kaushik Tambe |
The subconscious
Cutting dopamine or should I say a drug has some effects on the subconscious as well. Since I wasn’t focusing on other’s lives, my mind could tell me something. An embedded message, a mixed match of emotions I tried to suppress.
I have a simple philosophy, Take a hot water shower when you need some healing, take a cold one when there’s a burning question.
Usually, I prefer being boiled alive but today it was something different; I took a fairly cold shower, not ice-cold more like my temperature. Throughout the shower, I was stuck, trying to decode the message I received. For me, it isn’t new. I’ve always known my subconscious; I lost contact a few months ago when I got carried away by problems in the outer world. Back then, I had a support system, a person with whom I could talk to and be true. Back then there was no need for another me to tell me what I need.
The Instant Side-effects
Although I might have gotten up early, the one thing I instantly noticed was my lack of motivation to stay awake. Because scrolling through became a habit, then a routine, it’s hard for me to stay focus without the daily dose.
Well, there are still places that I need to work on. Simply uninstalling social media doesn’t always mean you are away from it. Heck, you don’t even need social media to scroll and consume mindlessly. YouTube Short, Google’s most controversial platform of all times, binging a fairly old daily soap with mom. Admitted that we all do peek into it with mom despite countless complaints we have about them.
Cutting dopamine or should I say a drug has some effects on the subconscious as well. Since I wasn’t focusing on other’s lives, my mind could tell me something. An embedded message, a mixed match of emotions I tried to suppress.
I have a simple philosophy, Take a hot water shower when you need some healing, take a cold one when there’s a burning question.
Usually, I prefer being boiled alive but today it was something different; I took a fairly cold shower, not ice-cold more like my temperature. Throughout the shower, I was stuck, trying to decode the message I received. For me, it isn’t new. I’ve always known my subconscious; I lost contact a few months ago when I got carried away by problems in the outer world. Back then, I had a support system, a person with whom I could talk to and be true. Back then there was no need for another me to tell me what I need.
The Instant Side-effects
Although I might have gotten up early, the one thing I instantly noticed was my lack of motivation to stay awake. Because scrolling through became a habit, then a routine, it’s hard for me to stay focus without the daily dose.
Well, there are still places that I need to work on. Simply uninstalling social media doesn’t always mean you are away from it. Heck, you don’t even need social media to scroll and consume mindlessly. YouTube Short, Google’s most controversial platform of all times, binging a fairly old daily soap with mom. Admitted that we all do peek into it with mom despite countless complaints we have about them.
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