Technical difficulty

Sometimes I just feel like I'm the most stupid person in the entire world.

For context, My laptop has as issue with its hinge. Making it impossible to use sometimes. I mean it's annoying the whole screen has to be balanced to that it doesn't damage the tiny display wires.

I've been telling my dad to get it fixed but he won't. So I thought I'll do it. I saw a few tutorials on the laptop model. I was confident enough so I opened up to see what does my laptop have. To be honest I was impressed to see an M.2 sata SSD.

Thats not so difficult to accept anyone can see it in their laptop. I thought if I figured out a way to just get the SSD (a Storage Device) I can convert it into an external drive with an enclosure and use it. Well life is quite worst in this department.

I failed so I decided to close it. Despite doing absolutely nothing but clicking the photographs of my storage to avoid being scammed. My internet keyboard which was already bad, the only thing it is good for is it's power button, decided I'll stop working completely.

Call me rude if you want to but I said the following when confronted, "I've been telling to get it fixed but you won't. I have no money so I did it myself."

I mean honest sometimes I just get frustrated with the way parents handle stuff. In recent times, I'm getting into a lot of fights and arguments with my father. And to be honest, I don't enjoy them. He's a hypocrite, and I inherited that. Both of us are stubborn. The problem is in communication, he won't open up to the idea that I still need a few stuff just to work and I'm emotionally blut at explaining things making me come out as rude. I literally have to raise my voice to be heard because he won't admit that there are certain things he doesn't understand.

My 18th birthday is pretty soon, i just wish to get a decent job to cover my expenses. I just wanna be of some use.